Day 7
Now Playing: THE FRUIT OF TOXIC FAITH
You can't turn away from grace without it affecting you. We'll learn more about the effects of toxic faith later in Galatians. But for now, here are five things that happen to us when we stray from grace.
1.
We focus on performing for God instead of relating to God. What you do, what you say, the size of your Bible, the bumper stickers on your car. Toxic faith is convinced that what you do determines how close you are to God.
2. But if that's true, then what do you do if your performance stinks? You've worked so hard to show others that you are sold out for God. So now you need to
exaggerate, lie and keep secrets to keep up your sold-out image. In other words, you have to fake it until you make it. In your mind, you can't share your failures or weaknesses because then people will realize that you aren't as close to God as you said you were. And that would be too embarrassing.
3. When you start living a lie, when you start falling short in every area that you had high expectations for,
you experience continual guilt and condemnation. And then a whole series of things happen. You are constantly plagued by how you fail God. You are convinced that he doesn't love you. Then you get mad at God for expecting so much and that leads to depression. You may even fall away from God.
4. And because you are so harsh with yourself, you tend
to judge and condemn others. You spend your time critiquing how well everyone is following your rules.
5. And finally, when you are busy judging and condemning,
you become very exclusive. There are so few people that do it the way you want them to that you end up all alone.
One note, if you suffer from insecurity and low self-esteem, you are susceptible to a toxic faith (see Day 5) and so you may well see the above in your life. But don't beat yourself up! There is mercy and grace for this too!
Prayer: Father I see now where my performance- oriented faith leads - not to a place of love but a place of anger, blaming, depression and loneliness. I condemn myself and others and slowly isolate myself from the world. Forgive me for my error and help me get on the path of grace. Thank you that you are more than willing to help me in this.
Posted by Remy Diederich
at 3:11 PM CDT